The importance of it all just hit me !
Literaly, like 10 seconds ago... The whole gravity of this situation dawned on me !
This whole thing is a build up of a long time hoping and dreaming, and whilst it's all came around sooner then i expected and far more organicly, it's still the chance i have been waiting for.
Truth is this is the only thing i want, i'm not asking for anything else, this is the single most important thing in my life, more important then that even ! I really do need it. The thought of it all has been pushing me along for so long, and keeping me positive, it's been a reason for living, without a doubt.
Even if it doesn't go to plan, i'll have other chances.. Sure, but i just need to have this pay off executed ! The excitement of it all is just amazing, i havn't felt this way in so long, on the edge again, with nothing to keep me steady but a single voice ! This is just how i like it.
Fuck stability !
I'll be talkin to ya xxx
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Ah, more scheming. :P
ReplyDelete'Drops of Jupiter' reminds about two people I was best friends with a few years ago. During the time we were friends, it got a lot of radio play on local stations. Anyways, they moved across the country and we lost contact, so the song makes me sad/happy. Sappy.
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