I don't really have anything pressing to write ! Just a burning desire to write something. Strange eh ? So i'll try and make some sense of my thoughts and get them down.
It's a weird situation to be in, when you are friends with somebody not because of a building of a friendship, but because of a break-down of a relationship. Like the friendship really does feel kinda false, almost as if i am only there, serving that role, in the hope that i can sweep up the shit and take home the prize when the chance comes. But whilst it does feel lik that sometimes, i also enjoy it. As people go, she's the best, just brilliant, and it's really great to still have her in my life, allbeit in a reduced role. I know though that if i need somebody to talk to, their always about and willing, vise versa aswel ! At least i hope anyway.
So what i'm tryin to say is really, that i'm just working on convincing myself that my intentions aren't bad, and i am being so nice and stuff, just because i want to and that maybe it;s cause i really can be a nice caring person, not just a scheming, manipulative little fuck.
She is hot though ! It's problematic ! haha
I'll be talkin to ya xx
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