A return

So, I'm back. Yeah.....

Had a good week, have been awake 35 hours now though. Lying in bed, filled with sleepy pills, my minds racing, so much to get down. But no ! It'll wait I need to lie here and force sleep somehow. No more pills, accidents do happen, I'll just lie here.

I'm unhappy, why I couldn't say, but I havn't felt like this in a long, long time. It's bad worse then usual ! Of has to be worked out, needs to be.

I'm to blame. I cannot let go....

I'm scared and very, very alone. I can only cry, I'll wake up feeling better ! But it's a temporary fix.

Steve Runciman = under construction.
Not a plaything.....

Have a nice night, would like to join you.

I'll be talkin to yaa xxx