Evenin.
This is new, so i'll start my just trying to give an idea of who i am, what i do and maybe why i do it.
Right, so Hey, i'm Steve, 16 years old and really not enjoying it. I'm not one of these people who think that they are bigger and better then what they really are, but i just find myself anoyed at what goes on around me. I've always been mature for my age, but it's really noticable the last year. Y'see, things have just went crazy to be honoust. It's a really long drawn out saga, not really that interstin, so i'll skip the details ! Let's say, i was in love, then realised what it was like to really lose it, i'd lost people befrore, but this was very differant.and it took a long, long time to get through it, about 5 months !
But i'm better now, pretty hapyp actually, met sombody new, could be potential here, i do really like her, so we'll just have to wait and see.
So, how to describe myself.... Well, i'm about 5'11, brown hair, blue/green eyes. I can either be raeally quiet, or pretty chatty just depends on who, where, when, why... People have described me as emo, but this isn't really true, i'm differant, don't follow the crowd, but i'm not in the habit of being 'emo' exactley, suppose it's all down to interpretation.
Love Films... Like Adore them ! Enjoy football, music, occasional book, nothing groundbreaking frankly. I excell at very little, and try my best to avoid the spotlight, not moody or depressed, just kinda shy, but i hide it well, people would never guess.
I play Guitar and write my own songs, i alsowrite alot of other stuff, such as this, but have focusedmainly on my ipod notes section...until now ! I''m branching out. Exciting times.
So why am i dong this, well i've always though about it, just never really bothered, so now just puttin me out there ! I can be pretty interstin at time in all honesty. This hopefully will give me a good chance to vent some stuff, as i've found it's not good to keep everything bottled up.
Ican be a pretty fucked up person, and do some really stupid, fucked up things, i've hurt people in the past, and been hurt in return. Now i promise that it won't happen again, i think i've learned what i need to, truth is though, alot of people don't like me, cool, that their perogative, frankly i couldn't give less of a fuck. It only bothers me when the people i care about begin to wonder why i'm doing things, that's whats's happened before and won't ever again.
What i've learned this last year is that nothing last forever, especially happiness, so just enjoy it while it's there, and try and not miss it too much when it's not, cause nothing you do will bring it back, aprt from wait, cause it is there, it's all about being patient.
'Life's Not a piece of music, it moves from song to song, chord to chord, lyric to lyric, never ending, an infinite playlist.' And that is exactley how it should be !
I'll be talkin to ya xxxx
This is new, so i'll start my just trying to give an idea of who i am, what i do and maybe why i do it.
Right, so Hey, i'm Steve, 16 years old and really not enjoying it. I'm not one of these people who think that they are bigger and better then what they really are, but i just find myself anoyed at what goes on around me. I've always been mature for my age, but it's really noticable the last year. Y'see, things have just went crazy to be honoust. It's a really long drawn out saga, not really that interstin, so i'll skip the details ! Let's say, i was in love, then realised what it was like to really lose it, i'd lost people befrore, but this was very differant.and it took a long, long time to get through it, about 5 months !
But i'm better now, pretty hapyp actually, met sombody new, could be potential here, i do really like her, so we'll just have to wait and see.
So, how to describe myself.... Well, i'm about 5'11, brown hair, blue/green eyes. I can either be raeally quiet, or pretty chatty just depends on who, where, when, why... People have described me as emo, but this isn't really true, i'm differant, don't follow the crowd, but i'm not in the habit of being 'emo' exactley, suppose it's all down to interpretation.
Love Films... Like Adore them ! Enjoy football, music, occasional book, nothing groundbreaking frankly. I excell at very little, and try my best to avoid the spotlight, not moody or depressed, just kinda shy, but i hide it well, people would never guess.
I play Guitar and write my own songs, i alsowrite alot of other stuff, such as this, but have focusedmainly on my ipod notes section...until now ! I''m branching out. Exciting times.
So why am i dong this, well i've always though about it, just never really bothered, so now just puttin me out there ! I can be pretty interstin at time in all honesty. This hopefully will give me a good chance to vent some stuff, as i've found it's not good to keep everything bottled up.
Ican be a pretty fucked up person, and do some really stupid, fucked up things, i've hurt people in the past, and been hurt in return. Now i promise that it won't happen again, i think i've learned what i need to, truth is though, alot of people don't like me, cool, that their perogative, frankly i couldn't give less of a fuck. It only bothers me when the people i care about begin to wonder why i'm doing things, that's whats's happened before and won't ever again.
What i've learned this last year is that nothing last forever, especially happiness, so just enjoy it while it's there, and try and not miss it too much when it's not, cause nothing you do will bring it back, aprt from wait, cause it is there, it's all about being patient.
'Life's Not a piece of music, it moves from song to song, chord to chord, lyric to lyric, never ending, an infinite playlist.' And that is exactley how it should be !
I'll be talkin to ya xxxx
No comments:
Post a Comment