Die Young, So I Can Live Forever.

So here's the choice ok, think about it.......

You are getting two options about when you will die, two scenarios so to speak. First of all, You die at 40. You have lived 40 great years, made the most of it, had fun, loved, fucked, partied, experienced life. Secondly. You are 95, in a care home, dementia has settled in and you can't rember anybody, your own family, the people who look after you. Your memory is away, all the good years you had are as good as gone, there is nothing to remind yourself of them. You can't even piss without somebody having to help you out. Is this living ?

I thought not.....

I may be in the minority here, but i fully intend on going young, maybe not 40, that was just being used for effect. I mean about 60/65. When the last rements of life are still flying through me. I'm going to go out in fucking style too, a way that people will always remember, it'll be cool as fuck, my 'Deathstar' moment so to speak.

The thought of living on past my own best before date freaks me out. I cannot stand being a hindrance to people, whch i most certaintly will, and ther is nothing i hate more then anything in this world than having to be dependent upon others for things. To depend on others for EVERYTHING would totally kill me.

Of course i understand that some people can get old and not need anybody for anything, but.... they aren't living the life they once did. They spend there time, sitting alone at hime, watching Jeremy Kyle and Loose Women, maybe if ther elucky they might get company every so often. That is not an existance i have any desire go through with.

My mind is fragile enough at the moment ! By the time i'm 60 it''ll be wrecked, well i'd hope so atleast, otherwise i've wasted my time here. I hereby promise that i will have a glorious death, at the end of my prime, before the decay set's in.

'It's Better To Burn Out Then Fade Away.'

I'll be talkin to ya xxx

Die Young, So I Can Live Forever.

So here's the choice ok, think about it.......

You are getting two options about when you will die, two scenarios so to speak. First of all, You die at 40. You have lived 40 great years, made the most of it, had fun, loved, fucked, partied, experienced life. Secondly. You are 95, in a care home, dementia has settled in and you can't rember anybody, your own family, the people who look after you. Your memory is away, all the good years you had are as good as gone, there is nothing to remind yourself of them. You can't even piss without somebody having to help you out. Is this living ?

I thought not.....

I may be in the minority here, but i fully intend on going young, maybe not 40, that was just being used for effect. I mean about 60/65. When the last rements of life are still flying through me. I'm going to go out in fucking style too, a way that people will always remember, it'll be cool as fuck, my 'Deathstar' moment so to speak.

The thought of living on past my own best before date freaks me out. I cannot stand being a hindrance to people, whch i most certaintly will, and ther is nothing i hate more then anything in this world than having to be dependent upon others for things. To depend on others for EVERYTHING would totally kill me.

Of course i understand that some people can get old and not need anybody for anything, but.... they aren't living the life they once did. They spend there time, sitting alone at hime, watching Jeremy Kyle and Loose Women, maybe if ther elucky they might get company every so often. That is not an existance i have any desire go through with.

My mind is fragile enough at the moment ! By the time i'm 60 it''ll be wrecked, well i'd hope so atleast, otherwise i've wasted my time here. I hereby promise that i will have a glorious death, at the end of my prime, before the decay set's in.

'It's Better To Burn Out Then Fade Away.'

I'll be talkin to ya xxx

I Don't Need.....

This song is the result of me being very bored in a lecture at uni today, it's not great but i kinda liked it :)

Waiting for peter to teach me to fly, take me to neverland, away from here.

I'll go on my own, that doesn't scare me, but i'd sooner have you beisde me, my Maggie Cassiday.

With no expectation, no great expectations, i ask could you be with me ?

All i want is to sit someplace high, stare at the stars, just you and i.

I don't need to love you, i don't need to have you, i just want to hold your hand. Jusy hold your hand.

She's throwing on lipstick, red as the sun, just waiting on a nameless face to kiss it off.

But there is one, a name with a face, She thinks that maybe, just maybe, it could be him,

Who she's been looking for, her Prince Charming, the beast to her beauty.

All i want is to sit someplace high, stare at the stars, just you and i.

I don't need to love you, i don't need to have you, i just want to hold our hand, just hold your hand.

I'll be talkin to ya xxx

I Don't Need.....

This song is the result of me being very bored in a lecture at uni today, it's not great but i kinda liked it :)

Waiting for peter to teach me to fly, take me to neverland, away from here.

I'll go on my own, that doesn't scare me, but i'd sooner have you beisde me, my Maggie Cassiday.

With no expectation, no great expectations, i ask could you be with me ?

All i want is to sit someplace high, stare at the stars, just you and i.

I don't need to love you, i don't need to have you, i just want to hold your hand. Jusy hold your hand.

She's throwing on lipstick, red as the sun, just waiting on a nameless face to kiss it off.

But there is one, a name with a face, She thinks that maybe, just maybe, it could be him,

Who she's been looking for, her Prince Charming, the beast to her beauty.

All i want is to sit someplace high, stare at the stars, just you and i.

I don't need to love you, i don't need to have you, i just want to hold our hand, just hold your hand.

I'll be talkin to ya xxx

The Grammy's 2010

I watched the Grammy's last night. Now i love this award show, it's usually pretty good, whilst the other ones, especially in the music business, have a habit of being fairly shit (looking at you MTV awards...) Last night however, despite my high hopes, totally blew me away !

Wow ! The performances were just fantastic, Pink for starters kicked ass. I love that women, yeah, but she was unbelivable. She sang one of my favourites 'Glitter In The Air' whilst doing a hangy-trapeze type act thing, really high up. Taylor swift was (as usual) very good. A little duet with Stevie Nicks was kinda cool too, if not somewhat random. Then the Black Eyed Peas completely stole the show, they perfromed their newest single first, which then morphed into 'I Gotta Feeling' which i have a feeling could well be the best live version of that song they have yet preformed, fucking outstanding. Bon Jovi done a few songs too, they were good. I'm not a big fan like, but i did enjoy it, the crowd were singing along which always adds an extra layer to the song i think. There was some sappy Michael Jackson tribute thing, just incase we'd forgotten he'd died (seriously bitches, get fucking over it !) Beyonce kicked ass as usual, as did Travis Barker and Eminem, who done some sorta hybird thing which was actually very good. The most surprising performance though has to be Jamie Fox rapping with the guitar solo from 'November Rain' being plaayed live behind him by Slash..... Yeah, that's right... Fucking Slash ! Of Guns&Roses fame.

Ok, that's all there is to say on that really, give it a watch if ya can !

I'll be talkin to ya xx

The Grammy's 2010

I watched the Grammy's last night. Now i love this award show, it's usually pretty good, whilst the other ones, especially in the music business, have a habit of being fairly shit (looking at you MTV awards...) Last night however, despite my high hopes, totally blew me away !

Wow ! The performances were just fantastic, Pink for starters kicked ass. I love that women, yeah, but she was unbelivable. She sang one of my favourites 'Glitter In The Air' whilst doing a hangy-trapeze type act thing, really high up. Taylor swift was (as usual) very good. A little duet with Stevie Nicks was kinda cool too, if not somewhat random. Then the Black Eyed Peas completely stole the show, they perfromed their newest single first, which then morphed into 'I Gotta Feeling' which i have a feeling could well be the best live version of that song they have yet preformed, fucking outstanding. Bon Jovi done a few songs too, they were good. I'm not a big fan like, but i did enjoy it, the crowd were singing along which always adds an extra layer to the song i think. There was some sappy Michael Jackson tribute thing, just incase we'd forgotten he'd died (seriously bitches, get fucking over it !) Beyonce kicked ass as usual, as did Travis Barker and Eminem, who done some sorta hybird thing which was actually very good. The most surprising performance though has to be Jamie Fox rapping with the guitar solo from 'November Rain' being plaayed live behind him by Slash..... Yeah, that's right... Fucking Slash ! Of Guns&Roses fame.

Ok, that's all there is to say on that really, give it a watch if ya can !

I'll be talkin to ya xx

A chat about last night...

So, as stated yesterday I was a litte bit excited about goin out. I just had a feeling that it would be pretty good, interesting for sure anyways, fuck me was I right !

First up was at the Irish flat watching some Sex and the City, great show ! During that a friend shot me a text which I could see was fairly important and that she needed to see my good self. After some directing and taxi-ing we got her to were I was and that was nice. Had a nice little chat and tried my best to cheer her up, and makes some sense of the bullshit.

After dropping her off at were she was going, I went to hive. I love that club, but tonight was very surreal. Around half 2ish, I ended up involved in a pretty random fight on the dancefloor, and got chucked out ! Outside a wee brawl continued until the security noticed that me and my friends (another guy and 3 girls) were the good guys and the 6 guys fighting us were maybe the instigators ! One this was cleared up they were chased of. My eye was a little fucked, so I was given an ice pack and some napkins to clean the blood. My eyes dead sore now like ! And sore head too :/ But I managed to fight about three guys on my own, and didn't hit the floor once.. They did ! I'm a bad-ass :D

Was in town today for awhile with my friend who I'd met last night and talked things round a bit more. I think she's ok with everything, and she's not too bothered by the bad news that befell her yesterday.

Bath and then (500) Days of Summer. Looking forward to my evening !

I'll be talking to ya xx