Satellite

The band satellite have written a song. That song is called 'Ring The Bells', and that song is being reprinted on the inside of the new TWLOHA (To write love on her arms) T-shirts that they are now sellling. The song itself is some kinda beautiful, and if you get the chance i'd ask everyone to check out the site, maybe buy a shirt, and spread the word. Enjoy dear readers :)

http://www.twloha.com/


'Find the words that make it right again
Calling birds help you make it through the night
It's just enough to find a way to open up once again
And learn to take all the beauty that's inside


Well ring the bells that lead you home
Cause the only truth I've ever known
Is that nothing ever hurts us more than love
So circle up your best friends
And we'll celebrate the way it ends
Atleast we live tonight
Atleast we live tonight


Scream out loud
Until you feel again
And hear the sound of how to heal an achin heart
And those that know you most
Can help you to live again
So keep the close
As you're making your new start


Well ring the bells that lead you home
Cause the only truth I've ever known
Is that nothing ever hurts us more than love
So circle up your best friends
And we'll celebrate the way it ends
Atleast we live tonight
Atleast we live tonight


The day you finally turn to dust
And finally hear your name
Brings colors that will never fade away
Sometimes the best in all of us
Can still break down and still give up on love
But it's never gone


Well ring the bells that lead you home
Cause the only truth I've ever known
Is that nothing ever hurts us more than love
So circle up your best friends
And we'll celebrate the way it ends
Atleast we live tonight
Atleast we live tonight' .


I'll be talkin to yaa XxX

Satellite

The band satellite have written a song. That song is called 'Ring The Bells', and that song is being reprinted on the inside of the new TWLOHA (To write love on her arms) T-shirts that they are now sellling. The song itself is some kinda beautiful, and if you get the chance i'd ask everyone to check out the site, maybe buy a shirt, and spread the word. Enjoy dear readers :)

http://www.twloha.com/


'Find the words that make it right again
Calling birds help you make it through the night
It's just enough to find a way to open up once again
And learn to take all the beauty that's inside


Well ring the bells that lead you home
Cause the only truth I've ever known
Is that nothing ever hurts us more than love
So circle up your best friends
And we'll celebrate the way it ends
Atleast we live tonight
Atleast we live tonight


Scream out loud
Until you feel again
And hear the sound of how to heal an achin heart
And those that know you most
Can help you to live again
So keep the close
As you're making your new start


Well ring the bells that lead you home
Cause the only truth I've ever known
Is that nothing ever hurts us more than love
So circle up your best friends
And we'll celebrate the way it ends
Atleast we live tonight
Atleast we live tonight


The day you finally turn to dust
And finally hear your name
Brings colors that will never fade away
Sometimes the best in all of us
Can still break down and still give up on love
But it's never gone


Well ring the bells that lead you home
Cause the only truth I've ever known
Is that nothing ever hurts us more than love
So circle up your best friends
And we'll celebrate the way it ends
Atleast we live tonight
Atleast we live tonight' .


I'll be talkin to yaa XxX

Better Weather

This is a song by the Scottish band Twin Atlantic. There is something entirely lovely about the lyrics. I don;t quite understand what it is, as the song itself itn't all that fantastic. But i suppose the words just really connect with me. The imagery that they conjure is something special and for this the band deserve praise.

'Dearest forgetful,



Here are my guilty hands,


And you take them across your eyes,


They help you remember




This is not a dream,


Could it get any better?


We'll wait out the winter nights,


And laugh along with the better weather.




And we'll forever be in disguise


We're pushing back in the shadows


To help us realize


And we'll forever be in disguise


We're pushing back in the shadows


To help us realize




My science is the answer


You both can play a part in my game.


On chaos, chaos, chaos, chaos, chaos rain


On chaos, chaos, chaos, chaos, chaos rain




I've been making meadows


I've been making meadows


In the sky


In the sky




With the seeds,


From your eyes


From your eyes


Dearest forgetful,


Here are my guilty hands,


Take them across your eyes,


So you can remember


This is not a dream,


Could it get any better?


We'll wait out the winter nights,


And laugh along with the better weather.'
 
 
-Twin Atlantic
 
 
I'll be talkin to ya xxx

Better Weather

This is a song by the Scottish band Twin Atlantic. There is something entirely lovely about the lyrics. I don;t quite understand what it is, as the song itself itn't all that fantastic. But i suppose the words just really connect with me. The imagery that they conjure is something special and for this the band deserve praise.

'Dearest forgetful,



Here are my guilty hands,


And you take them across your eyes,


They help you remember




This is not a dream,


Could it get any better?


We'll wait out the winter nights,


And laugh along with the better weather.




And we'll forever be in disguise


We're pushing back in the shadows


To help us realize


And we'll forever be in disguise


We're pushing back in the shadows


To help us realize




My science is the answer


You both can play a part in my game.


On chaos, chaos, chaos, chaos, chaos rain


On chaos, chaos, chaos, chaos, chaos rain




I've been making meadows


I've been making meadows


In the sky


In the sky




With the seeds,


From your eyes


From your eyes


Dearest forgetful,


Here are my guilty hands,


Take them across your eyes,


So you can remember


This is not a dream,


Could it get any better?


We'll wait out the winter nights,


And laugh along with the better weather.'
 
 
-Twin Atlantic
 
 
I'll be talkin to ya xxx

Eternal Sunshine

'How happy is the blameless vestal's lot !
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind !
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd...'

- Alexander Pope

I'll Be Talkin To Ya xx

Eternal Sunshine

'How happy is the blameless vestal's lot !
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind !
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd...'

- Alexander Pope

I'll Be Talkin To Ya xx

Let Loose

I need to vent, gotta write what's going on in my head down. This is going to be a rambling mess of course, but that's sorta how i'm feeling at this moment in time. I am fucked, and it seesms so is everything around me. I don't know what is going on anymore !

The options i'd presumed i had are maybe not so much options but possibilities and slim one's at that. Not good ! I'm soo fucking confused abbout were to turn y'know. I can't just line people up and get the truth from them but wouldn't it be much simpler and nicer to have that option, albeit rather boring. But this isn't as fun as it used to be, that's probably as i'm in a sorta lull at this moment which i don't want to be in but is inevitable, and due to all that shit i'm lost the enthusiasm for a challenge, for a chase. I just want it, and i don't even know what that is it. Not anymore, i just hope i do when it appears. The priority is still a priority, but i can't see it. It's all good ad friendly, but i'm not feeling that bubbling away, the edge, the kind of chemistrey and anticipation that normally is required in these circumstances. However last time i didn't feel that it led to 8 months of that. So what do i know ! But it needs to be conbustable. And i don't think this is. Not yet anyway, times not gonna finish though, so my eyes and ears are firmly open. Who else ? There is others. One is practically a stranger but, so no idea what the story there is, apart from that despite giving less than a shit about it, everytime i'm around hers truelly, and usually after a drink, i become soo engrossed in her it's crazy. But this one ain't so dumb, i don't think. It's all very carefully set-up. We are dealing with a game player in this one, i'd need to work for this, and maybe i don't wanna. Not yet. But fuck me i think it'd be worth the extra legwork. Not content to end there, higher forces keep throwing other folks into my sphere of existance. One could be an option but i won't allow it. Not now. It would be the least of an issue, the simplest and most accesible. But i couldn't go through with it. I'm just not that way inclined. My guilt factor goes through the roof when any contact is made, but that's just not a possibility in the end. Maybe a case of caring too much and fucking it all up. So what else, i refuse to go back. OR atleast don't volunteer to. SO that means no to her.. and even her. Both would be awesome and apt. But no. Just no. Shit, i can't believe i'm saying that. Too be honest, given the chance i'd fall back into it all. But that would be too stupid. I think ? So what am i looking at ? Seems bleak don't it ! And i hate that, it's all abotu closing down a gap. A group dynamic that just needs slightly shifted, but it's tricky. I am on radars, i'm sure, but it just hard to hit the target. Especially when i don't know what the target is, or how hard i want to hit.

This is all too complicated, so i need to lift up slightly and maybe just lay lowon this side of things for a wee while, instead of thrusting myself head first into crazytown. I could sit back and let things slowly build or whatever. But the sad and dumb truth is that i love crazytown. I'm far too comfortable in the chaos that ensues. I hate being bored, and i suppose i've had a boring lat month, until now. Proving that you just gotta introduce a little anarchy. But i am getting a little tired of it. I genuinaly have lift in a haze of chaos for about two years now, at some point i have to confront and answer the most difficult and simpele question i could be asked......

Why ?

Why ?

Why ?


Go fuck yourselfs.

I'll Be Talking To Ya xxx