Me Thinks it's a go-er !
..............................................................
Well, maybe.....
I'll be Talkin To Ya xx
Tuesday, 28 April 2009
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The truth is out....
And it hurts.
But what can i do ?
I laugh, i cry, i'll live then die.
Nothings eternal.
But one thing cannot change,
I'll be broken again.
For one reason...
I am addicted to love.
I'll be talkin to ya xx
And it hurts.
But what can i do ?
I laugh, i cry, i'll live then die.
Nothings eternal.
But one thing cannot change,
I'll be broken again.
For one reason...
I am addicted to love.
I'll be talkin to ya xx
You Don't Know But...
' The way you're singing in your sleep,
The way you look before you leap,
The strange illusions that you keep,
You don't know,
But i'm noticing.
The way your touch turns into arcs,
The way you slide into the dark,
The beating of my open heart,
You don't know,
But i'm noticing.'
— David Levithan
I'll be talkin to ya xx
The way you look before you leap,
The strange illusions that you keep,
You don't know,
But i'm noticing.
The way your touch turns into arcs,
The way you slide into the dark,
The beating of my open heart,
You don't know,
But i'm noticing.'
— David Levithan
I'll be talkin to ya xx
Friday, 24 April 2009
An Infinite Playlist. <3
Phew, glad todays over with, had a rather stressful day at the school. Lots of writing, two english essay for exam practices and an RMPS Nab, i'm not really the study type, apparently i actually Procrastinatate... ( thanks Dave) but it's not that, i don't put stuff off for late, i just like don't do it usually ! Not sure what that's called, lack of motivation, lazyness ? Fuck knows ! Anywhooo i managed to pretty much bullshit my way through both with what felt like ease, not got them back yet of course but i'm confident so that's good.
Was invited out to Portobello beach tonight by my most recent friendly female, had to turn this offer down however, wouldn't have minded going to be honoust. But i just felt it would be a bit silly really, another chance for me to do something a little bit silly, which i'm tryiong to avoid doing until after my exams anyway ! Anyway, i'm promised to the airport at 8 Am tomorrow, as my jetsetting little bain of existance has requested my presence bright and breazy, as Mrs McD's mothership is going into orbit and before she leaves the Mship wants to see me as it's been about 8 months or so ! Always been fond of Macdougz senior so that will be nice. Then that means i'm entrusted to care for the junior one for the ret of the day, until she public trnsports her way back to the convent ! Hmm..... Next saturday we're hanging out too, this is shaping up like last year all over again, can't see the 18th of May having the same outcome though ! haha.
You'd think i'd learn from mistakes.....
What else then, might head out later, my thinking is this actually, i've had a change of opinion, if shorty can get into twn from Porty before 12 i'll go spend a few hours at her flat then get home before 4, catch up on Miley Cyrus on Jonathen Ross, then just stay up till i go to the airport, and blitz Saturday on excitement alone, then just sleep all of Sunday ! It's a plan batman....
Sounds too easy however !
This week has reminded me of something i said a while back, life really does constantly keep moving, things recently seem to be changing, it's always this time of year, or even reverting as the case me be, i'm becoming closer to numerous people, which in fairness isn't a bad thing, but not exactley what i was wanting, and certain others are re-appearing with a vengence, not complaining, theirs a select few that are always welcome. Btw, just want to let somebody know, as he might be reading (you nosey bastard) that whilst i may constantly seem pre-occupied, don't try and back off, please ! haha, stay involved, keep me sane mate. I'd drop anything to help you out, and theirs just a chance that i'm going down down a path just now, that might lead to some bad results (for me likes, nobody else) so just try and be there if needs be ! Thanks, i'd trust you with my life pal !
Oooh and i think you're to come to mine tomorrow ? Cause parents are headin out or some such event ! I'll shoot you a text if you don't read this by the morning haha.
Right, fuck this, i'm going out, cheery bye
I'll be talkin to yaa xxx
Was invited out to Portobello beach tonight by my most recent friendly female, had to turn this offer down however, wouldn't have minded going to be honoust. But i just felt it would be a bit silly really, another chance for me to do something a little bit silly, which i'm tryiong to avoid doing until after my exams anyway ! Anyway, i'm promised to the airport at 8 Am tomorrow, as my jetsetting little bain of existance has requested my presence bright and breazy, as Mrs McD's mothership is going into orbit and before she leaves the Mship wants to see me as it's been about 8 months or so ! Always been fond of Macdougz senior so that will be nice. Then that means i'm entrusted to care for the junior one for the ret of the day, until she public trnsports her way back to the convent ! Hmm..... Next saturday we're hanging out too, this is shaping up like last year all over again, can't see the 18th of May having the same outcome though ! haha.
You'd think i'd learn from mistakes.....
What else then, might head out later, my thinking is this actually, i've had a change of opinion, if shorty can get into twn from Porty before 12 i'll go spend a few hours at her flat then get home before 4, catch up on Miley Cyrus on Jonathen Ross, then just stay up till i go to the airport, and blitz Saturday on excitement alone, then just sleep all of Sunday ! It's a plan batman....
Sounds too easy however !
This week has reminded me of something i said a while back, life really does constantly keep moving, things recently seem to be changing, it's always this time of year, or even reverting as the case me be, i'm becoming closer to numerous people, which in fairness isn't a bad thing, but not exactley what i was wanting, and certain others are re-appearing with a vengence, not complaining, theirs a select few that are always welcome. Btw, just want to let somebody know, as he might be reading (you nosey bastard) that whilst i may constantly seem pre-occupied, don't try and back off, please ! haha, stay involved, keep me sane mate. I'd drop anything to help you out, and theirs just a chance that i'm going down down a path just now, that might lead to some bad results (for me likes, nobody else) so just try and be there if needs be ! Thanks, i'd trust you with my life pal !
Oooh and i think you're to come to mine tomorrow ? Cause parents are headin out or some such event ! I'll shoot you a text if you don't read this by the morning haha.
Right, fuck this, i'm going out, cheery bye
I'll be talkin to yaa xxx
Thursday, 23 April 2009
Did He ? Naaaaaa
Let's be honoust, is studying really important ?
Did This guy Ever Study ??
Doubt It !
I'll be talkin to yaa xxx
Stress
Awk shite ! I'm stressed !
Got a Nab for Rmps 2morro, either at lunch or after school. Rather get it done at lunch likes, but problem is i have a double timed essay in English right before ! Might be tired out. So that's two things i really should be preparing for tonight !!
Cannot be arsed though, which is why i'm wasting my life on this...
C'mon, study, study, study.... Do It....
Hmm.. I'll Consider !
I'll be talkin to yaa xx
Got a Nab for Rmps 2morro, either at lunch or after school. Rather get it done at lunch likes, but problem is i have a double timed essay in English right before ! Might be tired out. So that's two things i really should be preparing for tonight !!
Cannot be arsed though, which is why i'm wasting my life on this...
C'mon, study, study, study.... Do It....
Hmm.. I'll Consider !
I'll be talkin to yaa xx
Wednesday, 22 April 2009
Soy Adicto Adorar
So it's happening again....
I know it's silly, but stuffs happnin, in my head, things moving about and finding new places to sit. People landing in differant places, i'm seein things differantly, well, in most regards, theirs still the unmovable object at the forefront of my mind, but that's fine, i'm used to her.
It's the other one, i don't want it, or at least i didn't. Truth is, i would like to be happy here, and i probably could be ! But i'm just not sure, i can see soo many possible problems and frankly i don't want to get let down all over again.
Fuck it i'll probably take the risk anyway, already kinda have i suppose, didn't work there, but it's a matter of time i think.
This weekends shapin up nicely though ! Got a good few things on, pretty cool.
Weird, exams really soon, but like, i can't give them any thought, too much other shit in my head, can't be sure where my priorities should lie actually. Heart versus Head....
Only one winner !
Got a follower btw ! Thanks, glad to know somebody appreciates my shit !
Gonna love you and leave you
I'll be talkin to ya xx
I know it's silly, but stuffs happnin, in my head, things moving about and finding new places to sit. People landing in differant places, i'm seein things differantly, well, in most regards, theirs still the unmovable object at the forefront of my mind, but that's fine, i'm used to her.
It's the other one, i don't want it, or at least i didn't. Truth is, i would like to be happy here, and i probably could be ! But i'm just not sure, i can see soo many possible problems and frankly i don't want to get let down all over again.
Fuck it i'll probably take the risk anyway, already kinda have i suppose, didn't work there, but it's a matter of time i think.
This weekends shapin up nicely though ! Got a good few things on, pretty cool.
Weird, exams really soon, but like, i can't give them any thought, too much other shit in my head, can't be sure where my priorities should lie actually. Heart versus Head....
Only one winner !
Got a follower btw ! Thanks, glad to know somebody appreciates my shit !
Gonna love you and leave you
I'll be talkin to ya xx
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