'And now this could be the last of all the rides we take,
So hold on tight and don't look back,
We don't care about the message or the rules they make,
We'll find you when the sun goes black,
And you want to live forever in the lights you make,
When we were young we used to say,
That you only hear the music when your heart begins to break,
Now we are the kids from yesterday,
All the cameras watch the accidents and stars you hate,
They only care if you can bleed,
Does the television make you feel the pills you ate?,
Or every person that you need to be,
Cause you wanna live forever in the lights you make,
When we were young we used to say,
That you only hear the music when your heart begins to break,
Now we are the kids from yesterday,
Today, today,
We are the kids from yesterday,
Today, today,
We're young the world stopped breathing,
Yeah we left 'til your heart stops beating,
Cause you wanna live forever in the lights you make,
When we were young we used to say,
That you only hear the music when your heart begins to break,
Now we are the kids from yesterday,
We are the kids from yesterday,
We are the kids from yesterday,
We are the kids from yesterday,
Today, today.
- My Chemical Romance. This is one of the best songs, on there recent album release. 'Danger Days: The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys.'
I'll Be Talkin To Ya xxx
Thursday, 25 November 2010
Kid's From Yesterday
'And now this could be the last of all the rides we take,
So hold on tight and don't look back,
We don't care about the message or the rules they make,
We'll find you when the sun goes black,
And you want to live forever in the lights you make,
When we were young we used to say,
That you only hear the music when your heart begins to break,
Now we are the kids from yesterday,
All the cameras watch the accidents and stars you hate,
They only care if you can bleed,
Does the television make you feel the pills you ate?,
Or every person that you need to be,
Cause you wanna live forever in the lights you make,
When we were young we used to say,
That you only hear the music when your heart begins to break,
Now we are the kids from yesterday,
Today, today,
We are the kids from yesterday,
Today, today,
We're young the world stopped breathing,
Yeah we left 'til your heart stops beating,
Cause you wanna live forever in the lights you make,
When we were young we used to say,
That you only hear the music when your heart begins to break,
Now we are the kids from yesterday,
We are the kids from yesterday,
We are the kids from yesterday,
We are the kids from yesterday,
Today, today.
- My Chemical Romance. This is one of the best songs, on there recent album release. 'Danger Days: The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys.'
I'll Be Talkin To Ya xxx
So hold on tight and don't look back,
We don't care about the message or the rules they make,
We'll find you when the sun goes black,
And you want to live forever in the lights you make,
When we were young we used to say,
That you only hear the music when your heart begins to break,
Now we are the kids from yesterday,
All the cameras watch the accidents and stars you hate,
They only care if you can bleed,
Does the television make you feel the pills you ate?,
Or every person that you need to be,
Cause you wanna live forever in the lights you make,
When we were young we used to say,
That you only hear the music when your heart begins to break,
Now we are the kids from yesterday,
Today, today,
We are the kids from yesterday,
Today, today,
We're young the world stopped breathing,
Yeah we left 'til your heart stops beating,
Cause you wanna live forever in the lights you make,
When we were young we used to say,
That you only hear the music when your heart begins to break,
Now we are the kids from yesterday,
We are the kids from yesterday,
We are the kids from yesterday,
We are the kids from yesterday,
Today, today.
- My Chemical Romance. This is one of the best songs, on there recent album release. 'Danger Days: The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys.'
I'll Be Talkin To Ya xxx
Tuesday, 23 November 2010
The Backseat
'In the backseats of burned out cars.
In the disenchantment lane.
The ideal angels twist and turn, ask forgiveness for future mistakes.
But you and I we've been through this.
Maybe 100 times before.
Always hitching rides with strangers.
Papa warned us about before
But you know the summer always brought it.
That wild and reckless breeze.
And in the backseat, we're just trying to find some room for our knees.
And in the backseat, we're just trying to find some room to breathe.
And in the wild desert sun, we drove straight on through the night.
We rode a fever out of Boston.
Dreamed of California nights.
Come July, we'll ride the Ferris Wheel.
Go round and round and round.
And If you never let me go, well I will never let you down.
But you know the summer always brought it.
That wild and reckless breeze.
And in the backseat, we're just trying to find some room for our knees.
And in the backseat, we're just trying to find some room to breathe.
And these cowboys all go crazy in the heat.
Chasing the lights in all the girls
Along the Santa Anna streets that they're just dying to meet.
It meant nothing to me.
You know the summer always brought it.
That wild and reckless breeze.
And in the backseat we're just trying to find some room for our knees.
Hey!'
-The Gaslight Anthem
I'll Be Talking To Ya xxx
In the disenchantment lane.
The ideal angels twist and turn, ask forgiveness for future mistakes.
But you and I we've been through this.
Maybe 100 times before.
Always hitching rides with strangers.
Papa warned us about before
But you know the summer always brought it.
That wild and reckless breeze.
And in the backseat, we're just trying to find some room for our knees.
And in the backseat, we're just trying to find some room to breathe.
And in the wild desert sun, we drove straight on through the night.
We rode a fever out of Boston.
Dreamed of California nights.
Come July, we'll ride the Ferris Wheel.
Go round and round and round.
And If you never let me go, well I will never let you down.
But you know the summer always brought it.
That wild and reckless breeze.
And in the backseat, we're just trying to find some room for our knees.
And in the backseat, we're just trying to find some room to breathe.
And these cowboys all go crazy in the heat.
Chasing the lights in all the girls
Along the Santa Anna streets that they're just dying to meet.
It meant nothing to me.
You know the summer always brought it.
That wild and reckless breeze.
And in the backseat we're just trying to find some room for our knees.
Hey!'
-The Gaslight Anthem
I'll Be Talking To Ya xxx
The Backseat
'In the backseats of burned out cars.
In the disenchantment lane.
The ideal angels twist and turn, ask forgiveness for future mistakes.
But you and I we've been through this.
Maybe 100 times before.
Always hitching rides with strangers.
Papa warned us about before
But you know the summer always brought it.
That wild and reckless breeze.
And in the backseat, we're just trying to find some room for our knees.
And in the backseat, we're just trying to find some room to breathe.
And in the wild desert sun, we drove straight on through the night.
We rode a fever out of Boston.
Dreamed of California nights.
Come July, we'll ride the Ferris Wheel.
Go round and round and round.
And If you never let me go, well I will never let you down.
But you know the summer always brought it.
That wild and reckless breeze.
And in the backseat, we're just trying to find some room for our knees.
And in the backseat, we're just trying to find some room to breathe.
And these cowboys all go crazy in the heat.
Chasing the lights in all the girls
Along the Santa Anna streets that they're just dying to meet.
It meant nothing to me.
You know the summer always brought it.
That wild and reckless breeze.
And in the backseat we're just trying to find some room for our knees.
Hey!'
-The Gaslight Anthem
I'll Be Talking To Ya xxx
In the disenchantment lane.
The ideal angels twist and turn, ask forgiveness for future mistakes.
But you and I we've been through this.
Maybe 100 times before.
Always hitching rides with strangers.
Papa warned us about before
But you know the summer always brought it.
That wild and reckless breeze.
And in the backseat, we're just trying to find some room for our knees.
And in the backseat, we're just trying to find some room to breathe.
And in the wild desert sun, we drove straight on through the night.
We rode a fever out of Boston.
Dreamed of California nights.
Come July, we'll ride the Ferris Wheel.
Go round and round and round.
And If you never let me go, well I will never let you down.
But you know the summer always brought it.
That wild and reckless breeze.
And in the backseat, we're just trying to find some room for our knees.
And in the backseat, we're just trying to find some room to breathe.
And these cowboys all go crazy in the heat.
Chasing the lights in all the girls
Along the Santa Anna streets that they're just dying to meet.
It meant nothing to me.
You know the summer always brought it.
That wild and reckless breeze.
And in the backseat we're just trying to find some room for our knees.
Hey!'
-The Gaslight Anthem
I'll Be Talking To Ya xxx
Friday, 19 November 2010
A Big Pile Of Mess
If the question was where does steve Runciman want to be at the moment the answer would be this: Sitting somewere dark, someplace in the city, in the open, hidden away, on his own, watching everybody. Sounds gloomy as fuck, but that's exactly were I am right now as I write this, I'm hiding basically, from everything and everyone. Nothing is going to plan, my strategy for the year is well destroyed, I'm just improvising now, because everything is fucked up. And I really don't know what to do. For the first time in a long time I'm scared.
It's just a case of everything being so uncertain now, the safety net has been removed, and If I fall now I am gone for good. What else can I do, yeah I fucked up, but I tried so fucking hard to make things better, but I knew that it wasn't going to work out well, despite how much I might have wanted it too. And everyone else seemed to think this aswell, although to some of them my posistion was shakey and my motives unclear, which is fair enough, they are all entitled to an opinion, even if it was completely wrong. I ended up doing what I had to. I done it with dignity, and fairness, I done nothing wrong, so for this I hope to be treated fairly, let's be honest, nobody gives a shit anyway, I think alchohol can just lead to some looking for a conflict.
But were am I left standing. Socially, I hope to re-engage properly, but it'll be difficult, there's huge gaps in the group now, this isn't the same world I lived in last year, it's almost stopped being fun now, it's all gotten too dark, and dragged down by individual quarrels and now it's fractured. I can't fix it, but hopefully it'll work out soon enough. I see signs of that, which is nice.
My biggest concern is how to feel right again. I'm constantly fighting what feels like a hole in my stomach, a sense of emptiness, which although unwarranted is totally inescapable. So what am I gonna do. This time last year I was first getting proper involved in what would prove to be a life changing set of events. This year it all feels numb. The excitement and feeling that it was all to happen, anything could be achieved, that I had 12 months ago has completely gone. I would give anything to grab that back, to be the person I was then. Even to relive all those months, some of the most amazing monks of my life. But I just can't. I'm a shadow of who I was then, completely exhausted, played out. I need to new challenge, a new achievement, but it can't be easy, I have to fight for it ! I just don't know what, who, or how yet ! Something does always come up mind, maybe I won't have to wait. I've dealt with enough in the last few weeks to say that I'm tired of drama ! I just want to relax for awhile, let the others share the excitement, I just want to take a few weeks out the game. Although, in fairness, I'll not really be away, just not quite as active. Give me till Christmas, then I'll come back better then ever ! All it takes is a plan, and a good night.
I'm going to the dark....
I'll Be Talkin To Ya xxx
It's just a case of everything being so uncertain now, the safety net has been removed, and If I fall now I am gone for good. What else can I do, yeah I fucked up, but I tried so fucking hard to make things better, but I knew that it wasn't going to work out well, despite how much I might have wanted it too. And everyone else seemed to think this aswell, although to some of them my posistion was shakey and my motives unclear, which is fair enough, they are all entitled to an opinion, even if it was completely wrong. I ended up doing what I had to. I done it with dignity, and fairness, I done nothing wrong, so for this I hope to be treated fairly, let's be honest, nobody gives a shit anyway, I think alchohol can just lead to some looking for a conflict.
But were am I left standing. Socially, I hope to re-engage properly, but it'll be difficult, there's huge gaps in the group now, this isn't the same world I lived in last year, it's almost stopped being fun now, it's all gotten too dark, and dragged down by individual quarrels and now it's fractured. I can't fix it, but hopefully it'll work out soon enough. I see signs of that, which is nice.
My biggest concern is how to feel right again. I'm constantly fighting what feels like a hole in my stomach, a sense of emptiness, which although unwarranted is totally inescapable. So what am I gonna do. This time last year I was first getting proper involved in what would prove to be a life changing set of events. This year it all feels numb. The excitement and feeling that it was all to happen, anything could be achieved, that I had 12 months ago has completely gone. I would give anything to grab that back, to be the person I was then. Even to relive all those months, some of the most amazing monks of my life. But I just can't. I'm a shadow of who I was then, completely exhausted, played out. I need to new challenge, a new achievement, but it can't be easy, I have to fight for it ! I just don't know what, who, or how yet ! Something does always come up mind, maybe I won't have to wait. I've dealt with enough in the last few weeks to say that I'm tired of drama ! I just want to relax for awhile, let the others share the excitement, I just want to take a few weeks out the game. Although, in fairness, I'll not really be away, just not quite as active. Give me till Christmas, then I'll come back better then ever ! All it takes is a plan, and a good night.
I'm going to the dark....
I'll Be Talkin To Ya xxx
A Big Pile Of Mess
If the question was where does steve Runciman want to be at the moment the answer would be this: Sitting somewere dark, someplace in the city, in the open, hidden away, on his own, watching everybody. Sounds gloomy as fuck, but that's exactly were I am right now as I write this, I'm hiding basically, from everything and everyone. Nothing is going to plan, my strategy for the year is well destroyed, I'm just improvising now, because everything is fucked up. And I really don't know what to do. For the first time in a long time I'm scared.
It's just a case of everything being so uncertain now, the safety net has been removed, and If I fall now I am gone for good. What else can I do, yeah I fucked up, but I tried so fucking hard to make things better, but I knew that it wasn't going to work out well, despite how much I might have wanted it too. And everyone else seemed to think this aswell, although to some of them my posistion was shakey and my motives unclear, which is fair enough, they are all entitled to an opinion, even if it was completely wrong. I ended up doing what I had to. I done it with dignity, and fairness, I done nothing wrong, so for this I hope to be treated fairly, let's be honest, nobody gives a shit anyway, I think alchohol can just lead to some looking for a conflict.
But were am I left standing. Socially, I hope to re-engage properly, but it'll be difficult, there's huge gaps in the group now, this isn't the same world I lived in last year, it's almost stopped being fun now, it's all gotten too dark, and dragged down by individual quarrels and now it's fractured. I can't fix it, but hopefully it'll work out soon enough. I see signs of that, which is nice.
My biggest concern is how to feel right again. I'm constantly fighting what feels like a hole in my stomach, a sense of emptiness, which although unwarranted is totally inescapable. So what am I gonna do. This time last year I was first getting proper involved in what would prove to be a life changing set of events. This year it all feels numb. The excitement and feeling that it was all to happen, anything could be achieved, that I had 12 months ago has completely gone. I would give anything to grab that back, to be the person I was then. Even to relive all those months, some of the most amazing monks of my life. But I just can't. I'm a shadow of who I was then, completely exhausted, played out. I need to new challenge, a new achievement, but it can't be easy, I have to fight for it ! I just don't know what, who, or how yet ! Something does always come up mind, maybe I won't have to wait. I've dealt with enough in the last few weeks to say that I'm tired of drama ! I just want to relax for awhile, let the others share the excitement, I just want to take a few weeks out the game. Although, in fairness, I'll not really be away, just not quite as active. Give me till Christmas, then I'll come back better then ever ! All it takes is a plan, and a good night.
I'm going to the dark....
I'll Be Talkin To Ya xxx
It's just a case of everything being so uncertain now, the safety net has been removed, and If I fall now I am gone for good. What else can I do, yeah I fucked up, but I tried so fucking hard to make things better, but I knew that it wasn't going to work out well, despite how much I might have wanted it too. And everyone else seemed to think this aswell, although to some of them my posistion was shakey and my motives unclear, which is fair enough, they are all entitled to an opinion, even if it was completely wrong. I ended up doing what I had to. I done it with dignity, and fairness, I done nothing wrong, so for this I hope to be treated fairly, let's be honest, nobody gives a shit anyway, I think alchohol can just lead to some looking for a conflict.
But were am I left standing. Socially, I hope to re-engage properly, but it'll be difficult, there's huge gaps in the group now, this isn't the same world I lived in last year, it's almost stopped being fun now, it's all gotten too dark, and dragged down by individual quarrels and now it's fractured. I can't fix it, but hopefully it'll work out soon enough. I see signs of that, which is nice.
My biggest concern is how to feel right again. I'm constantly fighting what feels like a hole in my stomach, a sense of emptiness, which although unwarranted is totally inescapable. So what am I gonna do. This time last year I was first getting proper involved in what would prove to be a life changing set of events. This year it all feels numb. The excitement and feeling that it was all to happen, anything could be achieved, that I had 12 months ago has completely gone. I would give anything to grab that back, to be the person I was then. Even to relive all those months, some of the most amazing monks of my life. But I just can't. I'm a shadow of who I was then, completely exhausted, played out. I need to new challenge, a new achievement, but it can't be easy, I have to fight for it ! I just don't know what, who, or how yet ! Something does always come up mind, maybe I won't have to wait. I've dealt with enough in the last few weeks to say that I'm tired of drama ! I just want to relax for awhile, let the others share the excitement, I just want to take a few weeks out the game. Although, in fairness, I'll not really be away, just not quite as active. Give me till Christmas, then I'll come back better then ever ! All it takes is a plan, and a good night.
I'm going to the dark....
I'll Be Talkin To Ya xxx
Sunday, 14 November 2010
The All Time Sad (But Good) Playlist:
10. The River- Bruce Springsteen
9. With Or Without You- U2
8. Where'd You Go- Fort Minor
7. A Year From Now- Across Five April's
6. Broken- Lifehouse
5. Nothingman- Pearl Jam
4. Pale Blue Eyes- The Velvet Underground
3. All I Wanna Do Is Make Love To You- Heart
2. Dont Wanna Miss A Thing- Aerosmith
1. Drops Of Jupiter- Train
I'll Be Talkin To Ya xx
9. With Or Without You- U2
8. Where'd You Go- Fort Minor
7. A Year From Now- Across Five April's
6. Broken- Lifehouse
5. Nothingman- Pearl Jam
4. Pale Blue Eyes- The Velvet Underground
3. All I Wanna Do Is Make Love To You- Heart
2. Dont Wanna Miss A Thing- Aerosmith
1. Drops Of Jupiter- Train
I'll Be Talkin To Ya xx
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